“For weeks past he had been making ready for this moment, and it had never crossed his mind that anything would be needed except courage. The actual writing would be easy. All he had to do was to transfer to paper the interminable restless monologue that had been running inside his head, literally for years.”
― George Orwell, 1984
~unwilling or unable to stay still or to be quiet and calm, because you are worried or bored
~worried; anxious; uneasy
~a long speech by one person
There’s me, the husband, the girl, the boy and the dog…
We live down a lane, near no-one, in the middle of the deepest darkest countryside.
I’m mainly too tired to think straight.
But I do think. A lot. And most of it is rubbish….